| Location | Torquay |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 20/10/2008 |
| Date of Death | 20/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,505 since 27/10/2008 |
| Creator |
Perfect beautiful tiny George, born too soon. So very much wanted and so missed.
Our son George died and was born on October 20th 2008 after 21 weeks of pregnancy.
One year without George:
http://barbaraboucher.blogspot.com/2009/10/george.html
5th March.
George should have been born sometime this week pink and screaming and taken home alive.
I'll never get to know the scent of his warm head.
My sweet spring baby.
I write a blog about my life without George at www.barbaraboucher.blogspot.com please come and say
hello.
My friend Carly has a wonderful support site at
http://whisperedsupport.blogspot.com/ for us babylost parents.
I wrote a letter to my lost son:
My darling George,
My son, my baby, my poppet, my lost child...
It's been almost a month now and I miss you.
I wanted to feel you move more than I did. I wanted to see you move my belly. I wanted to talk to
you knowing you could hear me from inside. I wanted to feel your reactions to your daddy's hand and
voice more than that one time when he put his hand on my belly and you wriggled, it was wonderful. I
wanted to get fatter and complain about my back. I wanted to feel impatient to meet you.
I wanted your birth to be happy and healthy not filled with pain and sadness. I wanted to feel the
pain of real, happy labour and give birth to you not too soon but at just the right time. I wanted
to see your eyes open and hear your cry. I wanted the time to find out which bits you got from me
and which from your daddy. I wanted to breastfeed you and feel that bond. I wanted to take you home.
I wanted the sleepless nights. I wanted to stare at the miracle of you made with love.
I wanted to see you discover the world and smile when it made sense. I wanted to show you so many
things. I wanted us to discover the leaves on the trees and the boats on the sea as a family. I
wanted to play with you for hours and forget the housework. I wanted to giggle and be silly with
you. I wanted to proudly push you in your buggy. "This is my son George, isn't he the most
handsome?" I wanted to hear you say "daddy" and "mummy" for the first time. I wanted to give you so
many cuddles and hugs and kisses. I wanted to get to know you, to see your personality develop and
assert itself. I wanted to help you be as you as you could be.
I wanted to let you run wild because sometimes it's good to feel wild and free. I wanted to
encourage your mischievous nature. You would have had one: mummy and daddy do. I wanted to try to
answer your endless questions. I wanted to protect you from the horrors of this world. I wanted you
to feel safe.
I wanted to worry about you as you started school. I wanted you to enjoy learning. I wanted you to
feel you could do anything. I wanted you to be able to find your way in life. I wanted you to have
adventures.
I wanted to teach you about love and respect and kindness so that when you bought your first
girlfriend home we would know you were behaving like a gentleman, just like your father. I wanted to
meet your first girlfriend... and your second... I wanted to cry when you got married and cry when I
saw my first grandchild for the first time.
But whatever path you decided on in your life I wanted to support you.
I wanted to grow old knowing I had done the best I could for you.
I will always love you.
I will always miss you.
I will never forget you.
Your Mummy.
We two, how long we were fool'd,
Now transmuted, we swiftly escape as Nature escapes,
We are Nature, long have we been absent, but now we return,
We become plants, trunks, foliage, roots, bark,
We are bedded in the ground, we are rocks,
We are oaks, we grow in the openings side by side,
We browse, we are two among the wild herds spontaneous as any,
We are two fishes swimming in the sea together,
We are what locust blossoms are, we drop scent around lanes mornings
and evenings,
We are also the coarse smut of beasts, vegetables, minerals,
We are two predatory hawks, we soar above and look down,
We are two resplendent suns, we it is who balance ourselves orbic
and stellar, we are as two comets,
We prowl fang'd and four-footed in the woods, we spring on prey,
We are two clouds forenoons and afternoons driving overhead,
We are seas mingling, we are two of those cheerful waves rolling
over each other and interwetting each other,
We are what the atmosphere is, transparent, receptive, pervious, impervious,
We are snow, rain, cold, darkness, we are each product and influence
of the globe,
We have circled and circled till we have arrived home again, we two,
We have voided all but freedom and all but our own joy.
W. H. Auden
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
FOR AN ANGEL XXX
An Angel Never Dies
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born, that something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold, it doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on,
I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes”
But that won’t soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do, another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you, that I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”…
An Angel Never Dies.
unknown
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS
♥♥♥ MAY EASTER JOYS BE WITH YOU
NOT JUST ON EASTER DAY.
BUT MAY THEY BRING A WORLD OF HOPE
TO LAST IN EVERY WAY.
AND MAY ALL OF EASTER'S BLESSING
AND THE CONTENTED THOUGHTS THEY BRING.
BE WITH YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY
THROUGHOUT THE COMING SPRING.
HAPPY EASTER TO EACH AND
EVERY ONE OF YOU
xxx
✿*ﾟ ;ﾟ･✿｡.:19TH FEBRUARY 2009:.｡✿･ﾟ; ﾟ*✿
I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.
I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.
I know you’re watching over me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.
When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.
The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.
I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.
I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.
And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.
LOVE JUDE.X
thankyou
Thankyou to everybody for keeping tia's site going while i couldnt get on. means alot. i really appreciate it. love always andy
30TH JANUARY 2009
GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL
........ , . - . - , _ , ....... Even though there is great
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... sadness over losing you
........ / . . . .`.. . . .. ........ there is joy in knowing that
........ |. . . . . |. . .| ......... you continue to enrich our
......... .. . . . ./ . ./ ........... lives even though you are no
........... `=(.. /.=` ........... longer physically with us this
............. `-;`.-' ............. rose is for you may it serve as
............... `)| ... , ......... a reminder of the beauty you
................. || _.-'| ..........brought into our lives ♥
............. , _|| .._, / .........
....... , ..... ..|| .' ..............
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................. ...LOVE..........ALWAYS .............JUDE......X..............................
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sorry x
sorry baby george but for the next week or so i will not be able to right all of my little angels candles as we are moving house and we will be diconnected for a while, but we will be as quick as we can, love always andy
For you George xxx xxx
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__*hug*__________*hu g*__________*hug*__
__*hug*_____________ ___________*hug*___
___*hug*_______THINK ING________*hug*____
____*hug________OF YOU ________hug*_____
______*hug*_________ ________*hug*______
________*hug*_______ ______*hug*________
__________*hug*_____ ____*hug*___________
___________*hug*____ ___*hug*____________
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_________________*hu g*_______________
Lots of love Jo, Shaun, Joshua and Angel Reddin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
8th January 2009
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
This Ain't Living.
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
It’s been over ten thousand minutes since you said good-bye
And I’ve thought about that moment at least a million times
You were standing at the kitchen counter with a single tear in your eye
The day you changed my life
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
Well I’m still going through the motions
Well I’m still taking in the air
Oh my heart’s still beating
I’m still dreaming just like you were here
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
But something’s wrong, something’s missing
And it doesn’t seem fair
I’m doing all that I can do to make it through
Well I’m still breathing but this ain’t living
Without you
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
Well I can’t smell the roses and the rainbow’s just shades of grey
All those things that made me happy just don’t move me the same
I can’t help but remember us laughing and the way I held you every night
You made my whole world come alive
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
Well I’m still going through the motions
Well I’m still taking in the air
Oh my heart’s still beating
I’m still dreaming just like you were here
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
But something’s wrong, something’s missing
And it doesn’t seem fair
I’m doing all that I can do to make it through
Well I’m still breathing but this ain’t living
Without you
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
Well I was minding my own business down at our favourite bookstore
Contemplating my own existence when you walked through that door
You asked how I was doing so I gave my best to lie
But I wanted so bad to tell you what I really felt inside
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
(going through the motions)
Well I’m just taking in the air
Oh my heart’s still beating
I’m still dreaming just like you were here
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
But something’s wrong, something’s missing
And it doesn’t seem fair
I’m doing all that I can do to make it through
Well I’m still breathing but this ain’t living
Without you
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
Well I’m still breathing but this ain’t living
Without you.
☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆*♥*☆
LOVE JUDE.X
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